Saturday, November 29, 2008

the irish tree

No the End isn't Near, its just the Fall and I'm feelin it. Despite all efforts, my latest project has gone up in smoke, literally. I thought if I could get the deaths head to just smolder a little, but it wouldn't stay parallel (took me six tries to spell that right, jesus!) to the Santa sleigh. Then I went outside for a little "encouragement" and came back in to find the whole thing had conflagerated. I'm not even going to try to spell that right. So I got drunk and read the entire New Yorker, even the whats ons which Really Depressed me, (WOT AM I DOING IN THIS PLACE WHY CAN'T I LIVE IN A CITY, WHERE DID I LEAVE MY LIGHTER!) which made me feel comforted, and so now i am like an Irish tree, Pressed by Wind, left to grow, in tiny tiny tiny increments, reaching out, as up as I can.